June 2, 2011....
A new day and new opportunities arise. I can't really explain to you how many times I have been in this situation, but the truth of the matter is that I am inconsistent. Getting to a healthy state of mind is a struggle. It's easy to say you can do it and think of all the ways you want to get there. Putting the time and heart into it is extremely difficult.
I got sidelined with a knee injury, back injury and shoulder injury. BOOM. DONE. WTF NOW? Let's eat. Then eat again. And again. Eat some more until my sorrow goes away.
I had my body fat test recently just to see where I'm at. To my luck I have 30% body fat. Yes, I said luck. Sarcastically. Now as I type here on this MacBook Pro, mixed emotions come into my mind on how I want to live my life. I can still live this tiring life of complacency and accept the food that I love to eat. But what good would that do? I live a good life. I have a good job that pays well, or pays my bills well haha. I have a beautiful girlfriend who loves me and I have a roof over my head. But until I can change my unhealthy side of my life, I will never be the man I thought I can be. Not for me, my girlfriend whom I love and my friends and family who care about me.
I don't know. I'm motivated again, but I hate failing again at this. I know I'm not obese, but this is not a good road I am taking. Baby steps.
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